*18 DECEMBER 2009*

*03:59 pm*

Ten days ago…
Sharp at 00:00… (^_^)v
Calling my mommy…
First time, Oh no!!! My mommy slept already.
Haiz, I felt kinda disappointed.
Suddenly, my mommy called me back.
BUT I had missed the call.
Second time, I called my mommy again.
我不是一定要你回來, 只是當又一個人看海, 回頭才發現你不在, 留下我迂迴的徘徊…
我不是一定要你回來, 只是當獨自走入人海, 除了你之外的依賴, 還有誰能叫我勇敢…
Mommy : Hello…
I : Mommy ah, Happy Birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday happy birthday, happy birthday to you. Mommy, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! ❤
Hehe Finished singing the birthday song ^_^
I didn’t know whether my voice was loud while singing that song.
Anyway, I was satisfied with my great performance xD
Hee! Hee! Hee! SELF-PRAISING xP
I just heard that my mommy was laughing. Hahahaha
Mommy, I ❤ You


Seven days ago…
At 9:00 pm, I went out to buy my supper.
Haha I met my friends from Setiawan on my way back to my hostel.
Wow!!! It was a starry night.
Really. The sky was full with twinkle twinkle little stars ^_^
The wind was blowing slowly.
It was the best time to relax.
Mesmerizing the stars in the sky…
What is the definition of the star???
A star is a hope???
Jie Run said she was the luckiest among us because she saw meteor >_<
How come we do not see it at all?!
Hehe never mind. I am more prefer star xD


Two days ago…
My roommate, Kary left matric.
Kary, a Malay+Indian girl.
She is nice, funny and cute ^_^
She is the one who always be with me when I need a helping hand.
Recall~~~
I couldn’t really remember the date.
That night, my left eye became red suddenly.
I had no idea.
I thought I am allergic with dust or whatever microorganisms, maybe.
She was the one who accompanied to buy EyeMore.
She was also the one who helped me to apply the liquid into my eye.
Thank you, Kary ^_^
The day she went away…
Kary : Bye, Ying ^_^
I : Byebye Kary !!! ^_^
I : I hope we can meet together again ^_^
Kary : We can surely meet if still alive ^_^ hahaha
I : Haiya, okay ^_^
~Such a SIMPLE goodbye greetings~


Today…
A public holiday.
The life here is damn boring.
I decided not to go outing.
I just simply stay inside the hostel.
On my laptop and online…
Haha I can hardly remember when is my last time to online.
Well, Christmas is coming soon ^_^
We wish you a Merry Christmas…….xD
Hohohohoho!!!
Going back to hometown?
Yes? No?
Ya? Nope?
Paradoxical xD


We are not supermen,
We are not spidermen,
We are not batmen,
We are human beings.
Life is not always a bed of roses.
So, sometimes we will in dilemma, isn’t it?
Two roads diverge in the yellow wood…


Dear once-in-2-weeks diary,
Looking through my heart…
Holding my secret as well as my memories…
Miss you, Miss me :*

*4 DECEMBER 2009*

*05:09 pm*

Yesterday is history,

Tomorrow is mystery,

Today is a gift!

That’s why it is called present.

I prone to remember this few meaningful sentences so well.

It is a quote from KungFu Panda.

‘I ❤ Kung Fu!!!’ xD

Time passes by.

December is the last month for year 2009.

I have started my second semester.

There are still a few months to go through.

Then only I can leave this place.

~I’M LEAVING SOON!!!~

Hee Hee Hee!!!

Perhaps I think too much.

Not finish studying yet, then already think about leaving. Blek =P

Currently,

In my psyche,

Just a word is flying…

It is……….

Dang Dang Dang!!!

~LEAVING!!!~

Hahahahaha!!!

Suddenly, a guilty feeling arouses.

I need to speak it out.

I would like to apology to you.

Sorry, I really can’t chat with you.

I have tried with all my heart and soul to talk with you.

But, I failed to make it.

Final conclusion: It would better if we don’t be too close.

I am frightened.

I am scared.

I am anxious.

I am uncomfortable.

It is the best way to solve this woe.

You have your own life.

I have my own life too.

Therefore, please don’t make my life so complicated okay.

I don’t care whether my life is humdrum.

I just hope that I have a simple and contented life.

Wish you too…

Well.

Let yesterday be the history, [PAST tense]

Let tomorrow be the mystery, [FUTURE tense]

And accept today as a gift. [PRESENT tense]

Hehe Everyday also get a present, so cheerful ^_^

May MIRACLEs fall on me ^_*

SY ❤ MY

Very very much...

* 14 NOVEMBER 2009*

*12:44 pm*

Last Saturday was 7 November 2009.

Finally, MUET was over.

Gosh! What a relief!

Without shilly-shallying, I rushed back to my room.

The reason was I wanted to be the first to take a shower xD

But ultimately, I was not the first one >_<

Once I reached my room, I found that my room was unlocked!!!

What the hell!!! Thief?

I mumbled: Don’t think too much. One of my roommates might forget to lock it.

Unfortunately, the thought of negation had become the reality.

My Chinese roommate’s handset disappeared!!!

How could it happen?

No idea.

Uncountable question marks overwhelmed me.

I still did not know why and how could it happen.

No answer.

Who knows?

How I know?

I unlocked my wardrobe and took out my handsets.

New messages…

Brother: I’m at Kuantan now. When can you come out? I go to fetch you.

Mommy: Let me know when you come back.

S.G: Working hard now, right? Jia you.

I called my brother immediately and told him everything ^_^

Then, I called my mommy and told her about the unlucky event.

At the same time, I found that she was crying.

She asked me to lend her my handset in order to call her own phone number.

Surprisingly, the recipient was her mom!!!

But it was nothing to sing about while I knew that her number was set to divert the calls to her mom’s number in case she misses any calls.

After taking a shower, I went out to have my lunch with my friends.

I just left one of my handsets to her.

I was lending my helping hand (handset) to her ^_^ since I could do nothing at that time.

Going to a small town which is not so far from my school, having a plate of pxXx rice as my lunch xD

Contented ^_^

Going back to my school by taxi, my brother was waiting for me at the school gate.

Oh no! Oh no! My bag was still in the room.

Going to Kuantan and staying there for a night…

In the car, I was keeping an eye on the scenery.

This place was still very strange to me.

In my mind, I thought that the sky, sunlight and even thunder here were different.

After about 45 minutes, arriving Kuantan.

Having delicious dinner especially pxXx, siew mai, shark fin, etc hahahahaha

Contented ^_^

Going back to the school on the next day…

Actually, I was very happy being overnight at Kuantan ^_^

Now is Saturday ~ 14 November 2009.

Go outing in the coming morning ^_^

My friends decide to watch 2012 ^_^

I wonder what is going to be in year 2012.

May the world come to an end.

May the human beings are still alive.

2012…

2 years ++ to go…

Live the life to the fullest.

Be contented all the time ^_^

* 5 NOVEMBER 2009 *

* 12:28 pm *

I ❤ November.

Sincerely, I thought it is a wonderful month to me.

Out of my expectation, it doesn't go this way.

It disappoints me T_T

I x❤ November now!!!

I hate you, November!

I dislike the first week that you gave me, November!

How could you make me blue, November!

I Hate you! Hate you!

I ❤ November.

My ❤ one's birthdays fall on November.

That's why I ❤ you, November!

I ❤ you! ❤ you!

I ❤ November!

I x❤ November!

❤?

x❤?

I want to ❤ you, November!

May you give me happiness ^_^

Always wish for the best ^_^

~Family~

Father

And

Mother

I

❤

You

Sister

And

Brother

I

❤

You

too...

* 20 OCTOBER 2009 *

*04:10pm*

~Beach~South China Sea~

[L]iFe~just like the sea~wide, adventurous, challenging and full of obstacles...

[L]iFe~having curiosity to explore it~

~Two shadows~walking along the soft sand by the beach~

~So Romantic xP~

[L]iFe~can be simple but happy~

[L]iFe~It depends on your thoughts.

[L][i][F][e]

~Your life will be what you create it as,

NO one will stand in judgment of it, now or ever.~

------- by Rhonda Byrne

What type of life do you want?

You just choose it and lead it in the way that you desire.

Your life...

Your future...

Can be prophesied by 　ＮＯ　ＯＮＥ

and

It is impossible for us to summon the angels and ask them to do us a favour as we are normal human beings.

However, we can create our lives by ourselves.

Meditating...

Hesitating...

Deciding...

Accomplishing your purposes in LIFE...

*22 SEPTEMBER 2009*

*01:52 pm*

STAR gives a smile...

A genuine smile???

A faint smile???

Behind an amiable facade...

What is smile???

>_<

*22 SEPTEMBER 2009*

*01:36 pm*

Human heart...

A word to describe it...

COMPLICATED

Yes, it is true...

It comprises of :

auricles,

ventricles,

veins,

arteries,

blood capillaries

............................

C

O

M

P

L

I

C

A

T

E

D

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

*22 SEPTEMBER 2009*

*01:30 pm*

Come closer!!!

Closer!!!

Dear!!! come closer...

Say...CHEESE ^_^

*30 August 2009*

*02:19 pm*

Haha LOLz...

The sky is blue...

The weather is fine...

..................................

The sky is dark...

It starts to rain...

Aiyaya, why the weather changes suddenly?

Hehe, BUT no matter how it changes, it also doesn't affect me...

Today, such a LOVELY day to me ^_^

The Beginning, New Days ^_^

My mood is absolutely perfect once I woke up ^_^

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!

WHY???

No reasons gua...

Laugh and smile ^_^

Am I mad???

No!!!

Kaka just simply in excitement =P

Thank you, BABY ^_^

Hehe So cute... The Baby girl...

With a pair of big charming eyes...

With a chubby face...

Haha Really cannot withstand...

Keeping sayang and KISS her...hehe

And...

She even gives me a KISS ^_^

Muackxxx...

Haha aiyerr...SOoooo sweet and cute ^_^

But she is not my daughter...haha...

You lift my feet off the ground...

You spin me around...

You make me crazier, crazier, crazier...

*** Singing XD ****

Have A nice day ^_^

*29 August 2009*

*11:18 am*

Ohaiyo!!!

Hehe...

Coming back to hometown again...

So comfortable ^_^

I love my home ^_^

Muackxxx...

Coming back...

There are two reasons.

1. Homesick & 'FoodSick' =P

2. ...........................................

Ｂｌａｃｋ　Ｐａｒａｄｉｓｅ．．．

Ｆｕｌｌ　ｏｆ　ｓａｄｎｅｓｓ．．．

Ｆｕｌｌ　ｏｆ　ｏｂｓｔａｃｌｅｓ．．．

Ｆｕｌｌ　ｏｆ　ｔｅａｒｓ．．．

Ｆｕｌｌ　ｏｆ　ｐａｉｎｆｕｌ　ｈｅａｒｔｓ．．．

I want to change a black paradise to a white paradise ^_^

Change!!!

Change!!!

Change!!!

Start all over again...

I vow　Ｉ　ｗｏｎ＇ｔ　ｇｉｖｅ　ｕｐ　！！！

Ｎｏ　ｍｏｒｅ　ｔｅａｒｓ　ｄｒｏｐ．．．

Ｎｏ　ｍｏｒｅ　ｔｅａｒｓ　ｄｒｏｐ．．．

*25 August 2009*
*10:37 am*

Recently...
Not fine...
Today...
Also the same...
I don't like my XXX XXXXXX...
I don't like what XXX XXXXX...
I don't like why XXX XXXXX to XXXX XX...
I don't like to XXXXX with XXX...
I don't want to XXXXX with XXX...
Don't ever try to challenge me!!! OKAY???
........................
Hope it can come to an end soon...
But I know it is impossible...
Pray more...
Bless me...

* 22 JULY 2009 *

*11.00 am*

Just fancy this.....


On August 7 , 2009


1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9

Amaze your friends, be the first to tell them ...

At 12hr 34 minutes and 56 seconds on the 7th of August
this year, the time and date will be


12:34:56 07/08/09

This will never happen in your life again??!!

* 17 Again *

Zac Efron is very handsome ^_^

But... I am not very like him =P

Haha XD

* Drag Me To Hell *

I like this movie very much!!! XD

Horrible, terrible, vegetable =P

Haha...

It should be Horrible, Terrible and unpredictable ^_^

So nice!!!

I prefer this type of movie ^_^

* 20 JULY 2009 *

*01:52 pm*

Hello!!!

'' I'm back... ''

Once I reached my home and I shouted like a crazy person =P

'' I'm back!!!! Tata I mas !!!! '' haha...really mad ^_^

After being away from my home for about 2 months+7 days...

Now HOME SWEET HOME ^_^

18 JULY 2009...

Early in the morning, I woke up and prepared to go back to my hometown...

Hehe absolutely excited and I was in good mood ^_^

Haha the weather was fine and the sky was blue and the clouds were cute =P...

Haha my mood was fine, then whatever I saw were also fine...kaka XD

Wow!!! Such a nice day ^_^

Waiting in the K.A...

10:20 am...

Flying...

11:05 am...

Arriving KLIA...

Unfortunately, my friend's baggage disappeared... =.='''

Waiting for him to report his baggage lost to the company in charge...

When he told me that...

''I'm really 'sui xiao' today...''

I just replied him with a faint smile...

Haiz...Really dont know what to say and dont know how to comfort him...

Haiya, I am not familiar with him mah...

After checking in and hanging around, he seemed more okay already ^_^

01:55 pm...

Flying...

02:40 pm...

When I saw the sea underneath!!!

I mumbled in my heart...

Penang!!! I'm back!!! ^_^

Haha getting CRAZY!!!

2:45 pm...

Arriving PIA...

My brother came to fetch me back...

Going to my brother's house first...

Lying on the sofa...

So comfortable ^_^

Haha after that, going back to my own home...

I saw my mom first, then dad, grandpa and then sister...

I even saw my neighbour aunty... hehe she proposely came to see me ^_^ So happy...

I love my home...

I love my family...

I love those tasty food especially PXXX...haha blek =P

After bathing, my old good friend, Paul came to find me ^_^

Chatting with him for a long time... he is really talkactive XD

Dont scare H1N1??? Blek =P

'' I'm back!!! Tata I Mas!!! ''

❤Home Sweet Home❤

*5 MAY 2009*
*2:53 pm*

Leaving my home...
Leaving my hometown...
～HOME AWAY～

Twm said...
''Going outside to study is the first step of my life...''
And now I am going to step out my first step...
Trying hard on it...
I can survive!!!
It is going to be a beautiful journey...
It is going to be a pleasant life...
Therefore, just go ahead!!!
Take Care...

～HOME AWAY～
Gonna to miss my family...
Mother's LOVE...
Haha LOLz...
10 MAY 2009 : Happy Mother's Day ^_^

Going to study soon...
My mom always advises me:
''Ying...
Must take good care of yourself...
If sick, must take medicine...
If no money, must tell me...
I know you tend to eat a lots for normal meals, then you just eat as many as you wish...
Don't care so much...Don't bear hunger...
If can, I hope you will become fat a bit when you come back...
(hehe...I will try to add more fat into my stomach =P)
The most important is to drink more water...
As I know you seldom drink plenty of water at home, then you must remember to drink H2O when you're outside...
I am not with you...so, you must take care...
............................................................................
............................................................................''
Hehe...And...
I will just answer :
Yes, I know. Don't worry about me. I will take care of myself.
Haha...I wonder whether I am be able to do so?!
Aiyoyo...Anyway, I will try my best to be independent ^_^

Packing my things into my luggage...
Loading...50 %...
Preparing the things that I need...
Finish...100%...
Allright...
Well prepared...
COUNTDOWN...
How many days???
5
4
3
2
1
...........
...........
...........

～* HOME AWAY *～

*29 APRIL 2009*
*2:31 pm*

还有。。。
大约10天吧～
我就要离开我的hometown了～
到了一个陌生的地方去读书了～
这样一去～
不懂何时才能回来了～
一年后吗？
不可能吧！
至少马来人新年期间可以回来吧～

呵呵。。。
现在心情真的很怪下～
不会很开心～
不会很兴奋～
不会很伤心～
不会很难过～
我想：
我是舍不得。。。

舍不得这里的一切
舍不得家人
舍不得我最熟悉的家
舍不得我的床
舍不得我的抱枕
舍不得床上的每一只毛公仔：
有 B, 哈巴狗，Dear Daniel，阿Bean，Lovely，Mickey，Mashimaro，Hamtaro，圣诞熊和巨无霸。。。
舍不得我的朋友

嗯～
最近都在忙着准备东西～
准备文件～
还报名费～
买东西～
现在一切都快准备好了～
是时候收拾我的luggage了。。。

希望去到那边～
我。。。
能够自立
能够好好照顾自己
能够好好努力读书
能够好好enjoy myself
越靠近要去的日子。。。
我就越舍不得了。。。
T.T

呵呵。。。
唉。。。
不懂该说什么。。。
我想：
除了舍不得
还是舍不得

*18 APRIL 2009*
*12:13 am*

Finally...
Going to study soon...
So far...
Far from my house...
Far from my hometown...
Far from...
How many kilometres???!!!
Aiks...T.T
Leading a new life outside...
Without my family...
Without the bed and pillows that I love so much...
So far...
Maybe I just can come back once in blue moon...
So far...
When I got to know the news that I get it...
I kinda can't accept it...
But at last...
I accepted it...
It was a reality...
I need to accept it...
And...
It is quite good...
It is the best time for me to go out...
To be independent...
To be more mature (even though I am very mature already =P)
Yes!!!
It is right!!!
Just go for it!!!
HAHA!!!
TAKE CARE... ^_^
MISS YOU... ^_^
KEEP IN TOUCH... ^_^

*15 APRIL 2009*
*1:15 am*

Now...
Wanna sleep...
But...
Cant fall asleep...
Haha LOLz...
Tonight so talkactive...
Chatting away in MSN...
Still not enough...
And...
Even plus...
SMSing...
Haha...so busy =.=
Doing two things at the same time...

Erm...
I have something to say oh...
My dearest friends...
All of us are going to study soon...
Then...
Must TAKE GOOD CARE of yourself...
Must SLEEP enough...
Must EAT enough...
Must DRINK enough...
Must REST enough...
Must STUDY hard but smart ^_^
and somemore...
Must....
Must....
Must....
Must MISS ME oh ^_^
Haha...If not........kaka =P
Haha...That's all...

It is the time for us to chase after our beautiful FUTURE....
Then...
Adding extra petrol...
GO GO GO!!!!
FLY to the future ^_^
GAMBATTE KUDASAI ^_^
SUCCESS...
SUCCESS...
SUCCESS...

*10 APRIL 2009*
*2:30 pm*

～又晴天又雨天的下午～
今天天气怪怪。。。
一下晴天^_^
一下雨天^_^
哈哈～今天心情好好哦^_^
没有为什么～
就单纯心情靓^_^
但是。。。






听歌听歌。。。




















너무나 사랑하는데 미치게 보고 싶은데
아직도 난 울고 있는데
너를 만나고 말하고 안고 싶어도
죽을 만큼 힘이 들어도 참아 볼께
*Neomuna saranghaneundae...Michigae bogoshipeundae...


最近发现自己越来越喜欢开玩笑了～
不行不行！
太不正经了～
要收敛。。。
最近发现自己回到了从前～
越来越喜欢长时间打games了～
玩到连sms都不回～呵呵～
半夜回复，中杀一下！
呃。。。差点阵亡 XD
幸好我身上有穿黄金甲和带了一把剑～
才不至于死于战场 XD
哈哈！杀杀杀！






这是我写过最无聊的一篇吧。。。
不管怎样～
开心就好^_^
哈哈^_^

*8 APRIL 2009*
*11:50 am*

永远不会忘记的疯疯GANG～
有：
淑莹^_^
嘉馨^_^
菀君^_^
佩意^_^
慧芬^_^
菀杰^_^

意心意友即分飞
君为此行泪如泉
莹儿珍泪盈满眶
杰道有缘亦相见
芬言闻香亦归来

呵呵～我的另一GANG～
原谅我的不忠哦～哈哈～=P
有：
慧莹
西芳
娴璇
经宝
志强
聪权

这些都是有踏入我生活圈子的人哦～
每天跟我一起上课的～
每天跟我一起补习的～
其他的朋友～不好意思哦～
没写到你们～
但是我记得你们的～^_^

呵呵～我的朋友～
其实想回跟你们一起度过的日子～
真的很开心～很开心～
好想回到过去哦～

*疯疯GANG:
每次就是叽叽喳喳吵个不停的^_^
不过真的很好玩～每次做东西最慢的也是我们=P
什么都是排最后的～哈哈！
我知道每次有聚会～
都是我缺席～
真的很不好意思哦～
但是我倒是很喜欢跟你们一起疯的XD
哈哈！

*另一GANG：
比较安静的～大家都比较客气点～
但是偶尔也会开开玩笑～
几乎每天一起去补习的叻～
虽然偶尔会跟当中的2个人吵吵闹闹的～
但是我知道大家都是闹着玩的^_^
给当中的一个人。。。
我知道每次我到家时，你都希望我跟你说byebye啦～
偏偏每次我就是不要跟你说～谁叫你每次喜欢顶我嘴～
呵呵～现在就跟你说：byebye咯～以后见面再跟你吵过=P

大家真的分道扬镳了。。。
要加油哦～
要保重哦～
我会记得你们的～
友谊永固哦^_^

***MAKE A WISH***
Will you make a wish, make a wish...
闭上眼睛, 愿望是口井...
Make a wish, make a wish...
你会听见真诚的回音...

让我们 Make a wish, make a wish...
一起约定看最美风景...
这一切都不会是梦境...
只要你全心全意 相信... @.<

*7 APRIL 2009*
*5:13 pm*

～阿桑病逝，叶子凋零～

叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀是落在天上的叶子
天堂原来应该不是妄想
只是我早已经遗忘
当初怎么开始飞翔
——阿桑·叶子

曾经很喜欢听阿桑的歌～
虽然会越听越悲～
但是还是喜欢听～
阿桑的声音真的很感伤～
这就代表她成功了～
她成功地把悲伤的歌唱好～
Rest In Peace...

在CARI看到这些新闻～
昨晚佩意跟我说了～
首先就是很惊讶～
之后就觉得好可惜～
唉。。。
人生啊～
真的是个未知数～
下一秒会发生什么事？
下一分钟会发生什么事？
下一小时会发生什么事？
今天会发生什么事？
明天会发生什么事？
后天会发生什么事？
有谁知道。。。？

*3 APRIL 2009*
*10:58 am*

Recently,
I always sleep sleep sleep only...
What happen to me???
Taking yesterday as example:
Woke up : About 10:30am
Slept again : 1:15pm
Woke up : 4:30 pm
Night, slept at : 12:30am

My meals:
Breakfast : Nil ( sleeping)
Lunch : Two pieces of cookies ( Then continue to sleep)
Dinner : Normal meal
Supper : Half cup of milk

Eating less...due to loss of appetite...
Sleeping more...due to I was really tired...
OMG!!!
I was scolded by my mom...
Why don't want to eat???
Later if gastric, then how???
Aiyo...Don't worry, my mom...
Actually, I didn't feel hungry at all while sleeping...
I knew that you care about me ^_^
I also knew that you concern me ^_^
So, in order to let you feel more comfortable,
Then today I wake up early ^_^
Haha...satisfy or not???
I ❤ you
Mommy ^_^

Today...
Haiz...No mood too...
Maybe I am too tired...
Why often tired one???
Don't think too much...
RELAX...

*Heart is just like a door that is locked...
If there is a person that both of you love each other outside the door,
Please unlock the door and let her/him come in...*
Haha...Created by T.S.Ying...
Meaningful or not???? Haha...self-praising ^_^
Blek =P

Just now I saw this sentences...
“命中注定又怎样？
也是要靠自己的双手去握紧自己想要的东西！
如果自己也放弃了，就得不到了！
所以不要输给所谓的命中注定！”

Friends...
Appreciate what you want...
And...
Try your best to achieve it...
Success is not far from you oh ^_^

*1 April 2009*
*1:16 pm*

4月了～
不要不开心哦～
要开心哦～^_^
哈哈～
全新的一个月份
当然就是全新的我咯
要加油哦～
朝我的梦想～
准备一步一步去实现了。。。
该做的事～
就要去做～
不该做的事～
就别去想了～
Gambatte Kudasai ^_^
一部电影～
还没看到剧终～
谁也不会知道结局是什么～
不过，很肯定的。。。
男女主角一定要很配很配。。。
要大家都公认的配！
呵呵～
我不会酱好运～
遇上一个很配我的男主角吧。。。
不过～
我在期待一个配我的男主角出现哦^_^
我的男主角啊～
几时出现呢？
只要你好好爱我～
只要你好好对我～
只要你很在乎我～
只要你很愿意为我付出～
我一定会好好爱你～
我一定会好好对你～
我一定会在乎你～
我一定会很愿意付出～
呵呵～
不过～
这些都是以后的事～XD
现在还是好好读书～
别想先。。。不可有幻想症啊 =P
好好挑战我的未来！
加油加油^_^
Be happy...
SMILE...

*31 MARCH 2009*
*10:37 pm*

Time passes by...
So fast...
It finally comes to the end of March 2009...

£ 29 MARCH 2009 £
was my last day working at Billion.
Don't know why...
That day, I had a special feeling...
A different feeling from common days...
Maybe I still don't want to leave Billion...
Working there,
I really learn a lots...
I get to know more people...
I learn how to communicate with my colleagues and even the customers...
As a result,
I had widen my horizon...
I enrich myself with knowledge and experiences...
Actually, working is not an easy matter...
It needs a lots of hard work...
And...
It needs BRAIN too...
Haha...
The last day of working:
Why today got so many works to do one???
Totally exhausted and tired...
Haha...
In order to sayang ourselves, we had our dinner at Pizza Hut oh ^_^
Really satisfied...
Hehe...
I think Soo Kheng and I ate a lots XP
Tonight, we chat with our colleagues instead of working =P
But we still finished doing our works PERFECTLY...
Haha ^_^
Aiyo, Mei Zhu always said Soo Kheng and I one =.='''
She said maybe we will become couple in future...
OMG!!! I directly replied: 怎么可能？
She answered :
你不要先讲咯～以后的事哪里知道的～
我以前也是很讨厌我老公的～最后还不是变成我老公去～
OMG!!! I had nothing to say...
Ladies and Gentlemen!!!!
It is NOT TRUE...
How come I can be with S.Kheng???
Haha...He is a naughty guy =P !!!
Don't knock my head oh ^_^
If not, you watch out!!! Haha...Blek!!!
Finishing working...
Reaching home...
Packing my bag and the documents...
Sleeping at around 12:30am...
WOW!!! 3am!!! Wake up!!!

£ 30 MARCH 2009 £
4am...going to UUM, Kedah ^_^
Aiya, really sleepy @.*
Today is my sister's graduation oh ^_^
No matter how tired I am,
it is a must for me to wake up and go to the U.
Hehe...
My sister graduated already!!!
A red letter day ^_^
Congratulation, my dearest sister ^_^
Muakx muakx muakx XD
After coming back from U,
then I followed my brother going back to Butterworth...
I slept for the whole evening...
Hehe...Just like a PIG =P
But never mind... It was a truth that I was really tired...
At night, I checked my documents again...
Allright...Then sms with my friends...

£ 31 MARCH 2009 £
Today!!!!
I am going for JPA interview...
Venue: Kepala Batas
Time : 8:00 am
Haiz...I woke up late...
Then when arriving there, it was about 7:50am =.='''
Haha...
Today....
With a normal heart...
With a common feeling...
BUT...
With a new look!!!
I am wearing BAJU KURUNG !!!!
Interesting, isn't it??? ^_^
I never wear it before...
Interviewing....
OMG!!!
What happen to me???
I am not nervous at all...
I think I just go there to get experience only...
I don't think I can get the scholarship...
It is too competitive...
Maybe I am not the best among the best...
But I had tried my best...^_^

END OF MARCH 2009...
No more working...
April is just around the corner...
A new month...
A new start...
A new life...
It is the time to get well prepared...
Studying life is coming soon ^_^
All my dearest friends...
Study smart oh ^_^
All the best to you all...
All the best to myself too...
*The beginning, New days*
1 April 2009!!!
Happy April's Fool ^_^

*23 MARCH 2009*

今天做工好辛苦～
那个排货安娣真的够力！
要我去stor把全部相关的牛奶粉都贴上discount的sticker～
全部同事都说：
她故意的～因为你做到下星期就没做了～
所以现在她要你做到完～之后她自己就不用做了～
嗯，要我做～可以啊～因为我的确是来做工啊～
但是～
那些货一箱一箱叠得要到天花板了～
一箱又那么重～我怎么可能有力搬～
不怕被压死咩。。。
吃午餐后～就和世檠上去stor了。。。
怎知～娴璇之后也跟着来了。。。
谢谢你们哦^_^
世檠弄了一下～就跑回去了。。。
毕竟3个人不在工作岗位～是很不好的事～
我跟娴璇就躲在stor的其中一间隐秘的room里贴sticker。。。
真的很热～
真的很闷～
我们出汗排毒XD
做着做着～不到一小时～就弄好了～
原因是：
sticker完了！
高兴^_^

哪里知道下午时。。。
她又出现了～
问我做好了没有～
我就说弄好了～
只是sticker没了～
剩下的没得贴～
她竟然去车上拿了几张来给我～
说：今天弄给我好全部。。。
我说：好的！吃晚餐后～我去做～

晚餐～出去99吃～
砂堡饭～不好吃的～根本就是黑酱油饭！
吃回来～
唉～
又是去Stor～
晚上了～
Stor没人了～
不可能一个人上去吧～
危险啊～
哈哈～世檠谢谢咯～
跟他上去贴贴贴+讲讲讲～
突然有脚步声。。。。。
shhh.............
原来是我们的supervisor啦～
他上来看看我们的^_^
就继续叽咋我们的话题了。。。
很快的～又弄好了～^_^

之后就一直等着放工时间咯～
呵呵～
放工之前的40分钟～
我去打货～
那个Halim就过来帮我咯～
我就打开箱子～
wow!!!
一只小强跑出来～
我直接跳了起来～
心脏跳很快很快～
只见Halim一直在笑～
其实今天下午他就说我了～
当时我坐在地上～不肯起来～
他说只要有一只ga做(蟑螂）出现！
看你起不起来！
那是我只是看看他几眼～哈哈～
所以啦～
他为我去了一个花名啊～
他还说这么多promoters～
只有你有哦～哈哈～
Queen ga做！
哼！有什么好光荣的啦～
酱恶心的花名=_______________=

回家途中～
心真的很不舒服很不舒服～
为什么会这样的呢?
我是最大胆的啊～
不像菀君看到昆虫就会喊了哦～
为什么我会变成这样？
惊吓～
吃镇定丸。。。
吃了真的舒服多了。。。

这几天很喜欢写工作的情形出来～
可能我真的舍不得吧～
这份工～
即将结束了～
这份工～
说难不难～
说容易也不见得很容易～
但是～很肯定的～
TSYING！你又成熟了～^_^
学会了很多～
看到了很多～
社会大学果然不一样～
我竟然要毕业了T.T
其实之前一直很期待这一天的到来～
但是现在真正要结束时～
就直接舍不得了～

今天心情真的很不好～
不懂做么～
原来我就是酱的～
不想去解释～
不想去想～
接近4am了～
还没睡啊～
真是的～
要学习早睡了～
睡觉睡觉^_^
晚安^_^

*22 MARCH 2009*
*2:23am*

今天～
有做工～
但是却睡到了9:20am才醒。。。
果然真的。。。
今天又迟到了>.<
原来～
我只要一心情不好，又或者没什么心情～
我就会缠上迟到的命运。。。
迟到～没事～小事而已～

去做工～
哇勒！
我做工是做under BILLION的呢！
我的那个安娣排货员竟然要我去MINAT帮她排货～
随便咯～
反正我们Canned Food阿头请假～
不然我的阿头才不会让我去呢～
真的很没有话说下～
去到那边～
原来～
原来～
才几包东西而已～
我看：MINAT是不是要倒闭了？
排着排着排着。。。。
pak!!!!!
哎呀！
我的手！
我的手！
竟然！
去打到蜘蛛网=.='''
MINAT真的很“老马”叻～
我本来以为BILLION已经蛮cheap下了的～
哪里知道MINAT更加。。。。。不能形容XD
还是BILLION好多多^_^

以最快的速度～弄好她交代的东西～
我～
就马上走人～
冲回BILLION～
中午十二点多～
太阳好大。。。
晒得我～
好想马上晕去哦。。。
失落。。。

午餐时间～
谢谢慧芬来陪我吃午餐哦～
不过真的很对不起慧芬咯～
虽然我已尽我最大的努力～
但是。。。
我始终无能为力T.T
真的无能为力T.T

做工时间～
过得还好咯～
因为有很多人陪。。。
有满满，娴璇和世檠。。。

晚餐时间～
今天～我提议了去KFC!!!
原因是我要请客嘛XD
就去吃咯～
今天很够力～
吃一个zinger burger + 汽水+French Fries+ 意大利面～
饱到。。。。。。。。。
有点想晕咯～
哈哈～小朋友！姐姐骗人的哦！
KFC哪里有卖意大利面啦？！
呵呵～意大利面是两个小姐煮的～那就是我们的陈小姐和徐小姐啦^_^
注意注意！这个陈小姐不是我哦～
还有一只鸡腿～
啊～吃不下了啦～
打包打包XD

又做工时间～
很无聊～
打货咯～
时间过得无比的快。。。
要放工了^_^
那个JOHN～
跑来问我：今天你make-up啊？？？
哇塞！
很想骂他！
你的头啦！
来做工～make什么up啦！
哦～最后他说今天我的lips像涂lipstick～
真是的～我的lips本来就酱的颜色的啦～
天生的嘛～

一天又过去了。。。
来也冲冲，去也冲冲。。。（在办公楼的厕所看到的～够力）
回到家～又再吃^_^
我今天到底做么！
做么那样厉害吃的=.='''

昨天～
一去上班～
Halim就给了我RM10～
不是吧～
打赌的事只是开玩笑而已～
他竟然当真了～
真的很不好意思叻～
无端端收人家的钱咩～
他一个月赚的钱不多～
要养老婆女儿的叻～
RM10可以给他为他女儿买很多东西了～
所以～脑里一个念头～还给他！
唉。。。
第一次还他～失败！
Yeah!!!
第二次还他～成功～
哈哈！成功技巧大揭开～
就在他跟人家说话时，硬硬塞给他，然后闪人XD
不过还是谢谢他啦～
一直纠正我的马来文会话^_^
我应该有进步到啦XD

呵呵～
最近很多人好像对NURSE这一行有兴趣叻～
哈哈～NURSE～白衣天使～南丁格尔～
不错的一行叻！
大家加油^_^

By: Taylor Swift


We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello;

Little did I know
That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, 'Please, don't go.'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Romeo save me; they're tryin' to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town.

And I said,
"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think-"
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet. you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Oh, oh.

We were both young when I first saw you...

*15 MARCH 2009*
*2:57 am*

你会知道我在想什么吗？
不会。
你会知道我在开心吗？
不会。
你会知道我在笑吗？
不会。
你会知道我在伤心吗？
不会。
你会知道我在哭吗？
不会。
你会知道我在思考什么吗？
不会。
你会知道我在乎的是什么吗？
不会。
因为。。。
带上了面具。。。
就不会有人知道你在干嘛了啊～
哈哈。。。
无聊无聊。。。

*9 MARCH 2009*

按来按去，还是找不到诺基亚的故事啊～
到底在哪里呢？
随便选了一篇藤井树的短篇故事来看～
《给自己的日记》 ^_^

很喜欢里面的这一小段～
「如果你很愛一個人，那麼你要讓他飛。

如果你們相愛，那麼，他一定會飛回到你身邊。

如果你們註定無緣，那麼在他振翅的那一剎那，
你只要說聲再見。 」

>>>我很相信这一句：是你的终究还是你的，不是你的无论怎样强求也终究不会是你的～


也很喜欢里面的这一句～
* 因為時間永遠不會停止，所以我期望著我對妳的感覺，就像時間一樣。^_^

很多事情～
只要默默想在心底～
只要自己思考～
只要自己知道～
只要自己了解～
只要自己行动～
不管失败或成功～
曾经尝试过～
就是一个很好的经验了～

每个人都会有属于自己的日记吧。。。
因为我也有^_^
虽然不曾让人看过～
但是自己默默收着～
偶尔打开来看看～
也会有点满足感^_^
而我的日记。。。
就收在我心里XD
而你，
是否也有要给自己的日记呢？

*3 MARCH 2009*

佛曰:"前世500次的回眸,只换来今世的擦肩而过"

这样说～前世要回眸多少次～才能换来今世的彼此相爱～然后在一起呢？？？♥ ♡ ♥ ♡ ♥ ♡

5000次？
50000次？
500000次？
5000000次？
50000000次？
500000000次？
5000000000次？

或许前世的亿万次的回眸只换来今世第一次的相遇而已。。。
前世～
今世～
算是缘续。。。
前世未了的缘～
牵下来了今世～
很多事都是命中注定的～
谁也不能去改变～
因为“缘”早已决定一切～
只是时间的问题～
珍惜～
珍惜一切～
珍惜所拥有的一切～
知足常乐^_^

*26 FEB 2009*

能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？

這個男孩太傻，為了一個不愛自己的人付出那麼多！....

現在應該很少這種人嚕..若他就在你身邊的話..記得珍惜他..
曾在女孩的記憶中，有那麼一個人。

「我現在喜歡的人，就是我前面的這位啦！」男孩大聲的說著，指著走在他前頭的女孩。

「神經病！」女孩嘀咕著，快速走開那群跟著起鬨的人群，只當男孩拿她開玩笑。

直到某一天，女孩收到了一封信。


『我是真的喜歡妳！我可以為妳做任何事，只要妳喜欢，我都會去做。
一封信就這樣，沒有署名，短短幾句話，但女孩卻知道是男孩寫的。
『那你能現在跳到馬路中央嗎？ 』
女孩在信紙背面寫上這句話，託人交給男孩。


「我能！妳看著。」男孩看了內容，當著她的面衝進馬路中央。

只聽見震聾欲耳的喇叭聲、刺耳的煞車聲、巨大的碰撞聲，以及映入女孩眼簾倒在血泊中的男孩。

「我真的能為妳做任何事．．．．．．」男孩的話救護車高亢的呼聲中，依舊清楚的傳入女孩耳中。

「是你們家的女兒要我們家的孩子衝進馬路中被車撞的！」
「胡說！明明是你們家的兒子自己衝進去的！」

「什麼胡說！他同學說的你們不是也聽見了嗎？我們家的孩子是看了你們女兒的信才衝進去的！」
「真的是這樣嗎？」女孩的母親回頭看著女孩。

「嗯。」女孩點了頭，淚水也在她低下頭的瞬間，滴上了那張寫著男孩與她的字的信紙，似乎也企圖抹殺掉發生的事實。

「你看吧！你們要怎麼賠我兒子的人生！他再也不能打籃球了．．．．．．」男孩的母親歇斯底里的大喊，哭倒在醫院冷硬的地板上。
「這．．．．．．」女孩的父母無言。

「我要你們的女兒陪著我的兒子，直到他再也不需要她的時候，這是你們女兒欠我們的！」男孩的父親說。

「不行！她不愛你兒子啊！你不能那麼自私！」女孩的母親不捨女孩受這種罪。

「好，我會陪著他。」在眾人驚訝的目光中，女孩答應了。


-------------------------兩年後------------------------


在公園的躺椅上，男孩和女孩靜靜的坐著，輕柔的風撫過他們疲憊的心。
「為什麼喜歡我？」女孩開口了。

「能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？喜歡上了，愛上了，就是了。」男孩淡淡的說。

「如果有一天我有喜歡的人了，你會放我走嗎？」女孩說。

「我從來沒有綁住過妳，是妳自己不放自己走的。」男孩說。
沒有交談了，只有風吹動落葉的颯颯聲。

男孩說對了，兩年前在他醒來後，他就解除了約定，但女孩始終將自己綁在男孩身邊，她愧疚，因為她的一句玩笑話，毀了男孩的夢，男孩再也不能打籃球了。

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然而故事卻不會永遠都是好結局，女孩的心給了另一個人，沒有給肯為她付出一切的男孩。


「你為什麼當初要聽我的話！你怎麼那麼笨！」女孩跪倒在地上哭泣。

「我．．．．．．只是愛妳。」男孩說，伸手想將女孩扶起。
「我不要你的愛！」女孩甩開男孩的手。


「你的愛太強烈，害慘了我，你知不知道啊！你知不知道啊！」女孩歇斯底里的哭喊著。
「我．．．．．．」男孩說不出話來。


「為什麼是我！為什麼是我！你為什要愛上我！我討厭你這樣！我討厭！討厭！」女孩用盡所有力氣大聲嘶吼，轉身跑了出去。

女孩的愧疚太深，她沒辦法打開心結，她因為責任而留在男孩身邊，直到她喜歡上別人了，她再也不能忍受不能和喜歡的人在一起的日子，所以她崩潰了，然而也傷了男孩的心。

女孩使勁的跑，用力的跑，淚水模糊她的視線，心中的煩亂讓她沒看對她迎面駛來的卡車．．．．．．
「小心！」伴隨著警告，有人推開了她。

熟悉的碰撞聲響起，再一次，女孩回頭看，再一次的看見倒在殷紅的血泊中。

「我真的能為妳做任何事．．．．．．」男孩說，嘔出一口血，昏了過去。

「不要！」女孩受不了再一次的刺激，她尖叫，使盡所有力氣的尖叫。

「太遲了，肋骨插進內臟，內出血止不住，沒救了。」
「那麼年輕就．．．．．．難道真的沒辦法了嗎？」

醫院裡的人議論紛紛，句句傳入女孩的耳中，她的淚水決提，濕了她的襯衫。


如果她當初能理智一點就不會發生了，如果男孩不要愛上她就好了，她哭，哭的歇斯底里，因為這次男孩真的要離開她了，他現在只能等待死亡。

「我想妳應該進去看他．．．．．．」男孩的父親說，他的悲痛清楚的寫在臉上。

「好．．．．．．」女孩語不成聲，她只能不停的流淚。
女孩進了病房，見到男孩蒼白的臉，她淚水流的更兇。
「不要哭．．．．．．」男孩心疼的舉手擦拭女孩的淚。
「你好傻．．．．．．」女孩哭個不停。

「或許吧．．．．．．這個給妳．．．．．．」男孩張開緊握的手，一封沾了血的信。


「這是最後一封了，好好的看好嗎？」男孩說，眼角留下一滴淚。


「好．．．．．．」女孩接下那封信，清澈的淚水滴在信封上，混著暗紅乾涸的血。
「我真的能為妳做任何事．．．．．．」


這是男孩的最後一句話，他再也不能待在女孩身邊，他走了，女孩昏了過去。

『給最愛的妳：

愛上妳，多半是痛苦，我知道妳的心永遠不會交給我，可是我還是好愛好愛
妳．．．．．．

當初如果知道我的行為會讓妳無法自由的飛，我不會去做。
妳知道嗎？只要妳高興，我真的能為妳做任何事。

我知道當妳看這封信時，妳已經有喜歡的人了，放自己自由好嗎？不要在強迫自己留在我身邊，我希望妳能活的快樂。
不要問我為什麼那麼傻。

能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？喜歡上了，愛上了，就是了。

我會一直守護著妳，因為妳是我最愛的人，我真的能為妳做任何事，不管過了多少年，我都不曾改變。』


女孩收起了信，她的淚水已經不再流下，男孩離開她已經五年了，五年的時光也讓她從一個年輕的女孩蛻變為成熟的女人。

女孩的命，是男孩救的，但女孩的心，自始自終都不曾落在男孩身上。

『能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？喜歡上了，愛上了，就是了。』在蔚藍的天空裡，風裡似乎帶來男孩的低語。
女孩不能選擇，男孩也不能選擇，都不能選擇。

*11 Feb 2009*

我人生中的第一次工作只有短短的18天。
呵呵～18天真的很快就过去了。。。
在这18天里，真的让我学会了一些东西，也让我认识了朋友。。。
其实在那边做工真的很好玩，每天都嘻嘻哈哈，一天又过去了。。。
第一次做工，
第一次体验，
第一次感觉，
第一次搬货，
第一次手割到红红一痕一痕，
第一次踏入社会，
第一次成长。。。

我的表妹：
满满（其实她的名字不叫满满啦～这是我每次叫的名～弄到大家都叫她满满了～哈哈）
一起工作的旧朋友：
菀君，慧芬，碧芬，世檠，建霖，国伟，宦杰，朝好，伟伦，启溢等等。。。（想不起）
工作时认识的朋友：
晓佳，阿伦，佩文，燕真等等。。。

哈哈！
给满满：
跟你一起长大的～才几个月大就一起长大到现在了。。。
跟你一起做工还是第一次，所以感觉不错XD
做工时，一直说话，嘴巴不能停的就是慧芬咯=P
给慧芬：
你啊～还敢把我和君列入鸡杂婆的list。。。
别忘了有一晚要回家时，只有你一个人笑到不能stop咯～呵呵！
给菀君：
最后我们还是成为了同事XD。。。
虽然之前说天天看到你会显，但是别忘记我们每次一起吃蛇的咯XD
呵呵*老朋友～就不用写多多了=P*

给我的新朋友～
给晓佳：
呵呵！其实很高兴认识你哦～
我们才认识没几天，就跟你很谈得来了^_^
^_^白羊+水瓶=ngam的啦！
有点怀念做工的日子。。。
还记得吗？我们只有2次是单独两个人去吃的～
第一次，吃饱后，我们去一口价走走。。。
第二次，我们发现了～我们竟然穿一样的裤带～呵呵～
当时的情景有够好笑的～竟然一起笑～还一直说很巧叻！
之后你还陪我去买鞋。。。其实谢谢你哦。。。
“其实有点瑕疵。。。”
“你屁屁的啦！”
哈哈！想到就好笑～哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
对了～别忘了哦～十年后的计划！
你要等我啊^_^
一起加油哦～还有就是要把钢琴弹好哦～你行的！

至于阿伦～
其实第一天去做工时就看到他了，因为他的kaunter就在我的kaunter旁边。。。
第一眼看他～最记得的就是他那头很金很金的头发和他的镜片是蓝色的。。。
我们没有打招呼，就觉得他太cool了。。。还是别去乱乱跟他笑XD
直到很多天后，跟他一起打价钱和排东西时，才开始说话的～
听到他说他去日本工作，我就很有兴趣听了^_^
其实是对日本的旅游胜地感兴趣XP
到了工作最后几天，他载了檠，佳，满和我出去吃a beh～
哈哈！晓佳！我人生中第二次吃a beh哦！你的荣幸啊XD
恐怖的是～他驾车～wow!驾驶技术～割车技术～一流=.=''

至于燕真～
嗯～是一个很可爱的大姐姐^_^
人很好，又有气质，有点傻傻的感觉，好可爱～
她最喜欢追香港戏了。。。每天看到她就是眼睛肿肿的。。。
呵呵～原来她是我姐姐小学朋友哦～
难怪一开始她就说看到我，有一种看到我姐姐的感觉。。。
嗯，哈哈！我们的妈妈很像～不可迟过12点回家！
但是那晚BBQ，我们还是破例了。。。

我生日那天，
谢谢你们哦^_^
谢谢你们帮我庆祝。。。
谢谢你们为我唱生日歌。。。
谢谢你们的祝福。。。
哈哈！芬～还记得那天你和国伟一直叫我咬蜡烛吗？
我死硬不咬！只是许愿罢了。。
呵呵～我回家，姐姐和妈妈帮我庆祝时，我有咬蜡烛哦！
其实到底咬来做么的？？？
最后～还是要谢谢你们哦～^_^
还有就是～谢谢等我吃饭的人！
尤其是宦介～以后不要一直看人吃饭啦～你知道被你看的人吃饭很难吞下去的吗？=P

有一個男孩不善言語，他和一個喜歡的女孩在一起。
女孩常常問，為什麼你都不向我說些甜言蜜語 ?
女孩总是要男孩对她说：我爱你...
可是男孩只说：永远的八点半...
女孩也回了一句，這是有什麼意義 ?
男孩笑了笑地，沒回答個究竟 。 女孩也不以為意 ..
再怎麼美麗的愛情也無法順利，男孩和女孩終究遇到瓶頸。
True Love Never Runs Smooth ， 這是不變的定律。

有別的男孩獻殷勤，鮮花又加香檳，有房有車又有金。
男孩實在沒有什麼可比 ..
只能陪著女孩騎車淋場大雨
感冒發燒趕快去送醫
在天冷時幫忙添件衣
天熱時買碗刨冰
算來算去，男孩都不可能勝利。
終於 .. 這場遊戲無法再繼續。
女孩開口說得心虛，她說我們不要在一起，放彼此一個世界離去，好散好聚。
男孩沒有抗議，他知道這時女孩的幸福已不是自己能給予。
於是男孩點點頭含住淚滴，揮揮手堆滿笑意。
女孩知道她傷了男孩的心，但已經作了決定，狠下心，說了我和你，沒有未來只有回憶。
男孩默默地望著女孩走遠的背影，終於撐不住心的決堤任淚水宣洩無盡哭泣，他和她即將成為過去。

女孩享受了甜蜜，她走出了愛如止水的平靜，她終於知道了愛的熱情，被滿懷愛意所包溺。
她忘了和那男孩過往的曾經，人有了眼前總沒了過去，於是她也漸漸不再想起。
直到某一個的星期一，她想起了那男孩曾說過的永遠的八點半的意義。
她看了看牆上的時針分針一步一步地移，怎麼瞧也瞧不出個端倪，便忘了這件無聊的謎題。

男孩失去女孩後只能繼續努力，雖然他過得生活已經完全沒有意義。
他不在乎他的考試成績
他不知道他賺得錢該花在哪裡
他也不管下雨是否有沒有帶雨衣
天冷了是否該多穿件外衣
那些他都不在意。
他的心一直空虛，只對那女孩有所惦記，不知道她過得是否滿意 !? 傻得可以，卻又不忍於心。

男孩無悔的付出唯一，只希望自己深愛的人能把自己，放進心裡，有個小小的佔據，有個一席之地。
男孩也只期盼能讓女孩的心窩裡
有時會突然響起一個聲音
那句他唯一的甜言蜜語
他所說的永遠的八點半的那一句。

女孩漸漸厭倦了那些燈紅酒綠的愛情
她開始懷念起那男孩的不急不徐
時常掛在口中的 『 Dont Worry -- Be Happy ！ 』
那是男孩的座右銘。
也許是女孩漂流久了需要安定，抑或只是對那男孩拂光掠影，才會突然對他有所漣漪。
女孩躺在床上瞇著眼睛
翻過身正不想再流連於記憶裡
看到身旁的電子鐘裡數字液晶
現在正好是晚上的八點半映入眼裡

女孩吃了一驚
她突然瞭解了永遠的八點半的意義
只是一切都已經來不及 ..

　　 20　：30

　　 愛妳 ： 想妳

永远的八点半～永远的20:30

　永遠愛妳 ： 永遠想妳

我喜欢静静地坐在这里想你。
虽然，我不知道这样静静地想一个人，对方是否能真切地感受到。
如果你常常会有一种莫名的心动，你是否知道这是因为我在远方静静地想你？

就这么静静地想你，静静地在心底呼唤着你。
尽管我知道，漆黑的夜无法将我的心声传得很远。
但我总觉得，无论多远，你一定能够听到。

也许我在等待，等待你给我一个奇迹。
我知道，我不能渴求很多。
我只希望我能够一直这样--
静静地想你，
很多时候，
就这样静静地想一个人，
其实也是一种幸福、一种期冀。

Yeah!!!
My life changes....
After relaxing and resting for about one month++...
RELAXING=sleeping+eating+watching movies+listening songs...
Finally, I will start to work by tomorrow...
Even though I will just work for about 15+ days, I hope I can obtain a working experience^^
Haha...Must not give up!!!
Year 2009!!!!
I will fight with you...
Future...Do we have future???
Erm...I don't know...
But I wish that we have chances...
Future???
It just depends on HOW you use and appreciate the chances given...
Be happy...
Be open-minded...
Be hardworking...
Be caring...
SMILE always :-D

Happy New Year 2009 ^^

*May this new year 2009 all your dreams turn into reality and all efforts into great achievement.
Happy countdown...*Message from twm...
Haha...I wish I can achieve my dreams too ^^

*09新概念，
一个中心：一切以健康为中心。

两个基本点：
遇事潇洒一点，看事糊涂一点。

三个忘记：
忘记年龄，忘记过去，忘记恩怨。

四个拥有：
无论你有多弱或多强，一定要拥有真正爱你的人，拥有知心朋友，拥有向上的事业，拥有温暖的住所。

五个要：
要唱，要跳，要俏，要笑，要苗条。

六个不能：
不能饿了才吃，不能渴了才喝，不能困了才睡，不能累了才歇，不能病了才检查，不能老了才后悔。*